I offer my life

Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for Your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life.....

TRY

There's something about you
The way you move, the way you look at me

There's something about the way you see things
It's like a change in scenery

Everything about you I just want more of
But don't get any closer
If this will last a little longer
There's a chance I'll find myself saying

There's nothing, nothing I can do
To keep my heart away from you
I can't help it, I can't tell you how much I try

To get you off my mind
To help me move on and just live my life
I can't help it, I can't tell you how much I try

Cause whenever you're near, it's love that I fear
I've been hiding in this shell
And I can't tell if I'm living at all
I've been doing well on my own
But maybe it's just me who I'm decieving

Cause everyhting about me leads right to you

Oh, I want to get closer
But let me doubt a little longer
I'll turn it over and give in

Cause there's nothing, nothing I can do
To keep my heart away from you
I can't help it, I can't tell you how much I try

To get you off my mind
To help me move on and just live my life
I can't help it, I can't tell you how much I try

Cause whenever you're near
It's love that I fear
Of falling so helplessly
Fear of losing, losing control

There's nothing, nothing I can do
To keep my heart away from you
I can't help it, I can't tell you how much I try

To get you off my mind
To help me move on and just live my life
I can't help it, I can't tell you how much I try

Cause whenever you're near it's love that I fear

- melissa polinar -

seventy - seven

Tujuh mungkin adalah angka yang bagus bagi segelintir orang...
angka tujuh tetap jadi makna buat kehidupan gw ,even bukan jadi angka favorite juga,

dan ga nyangka gw udah idup sendiri..selama
kurang lebih dari tujuh bulan yang lalu.... yang sebelumnya mmbangun hubungan dengan seseorang kurang lebih selama tujuh tahun..

Tuhan saya berterimakasih saya bisa bertahan sampe saat in cuma karena kasih karunia mu.

jujur saya berat, saya sakit... Bapa, i feel broken, i feel empty , kecewa, saya ga kuat Bapa...

saya cuma bisa berserah bapa..sama engkau, dari hal in saya cuma bisa ngandelin engkau aja.
saya ga mau terlalu berharap sama manusia, semuanya mengecewakan bapa..

GOD saya cuma bisa berserah sama engkau..saya percaya, sesuatu yang besar pasti terjadi dalam kehidupan saya

thks GOD buat proses in..saya harus tetap kuat, dan selalu mengandalkan engkau selalu, dalam kehidupan saya...